I'm really fed up with the work that I'm at now.
To see backstabbing and double standards like the river flowing to the sea..
It just ain't a pretty sight in any manner.
I thought that working with females ain't that fantastic but so is working with males.
Really need to find a working environment that has quite equal balance of both genders.
Maybe it could be because I'm working the night life..
Maybe it ain't..
Maybe I've to endure it all..
Or perhaps just sing in the rain.
The happy go lucky me has gone down the drain..
Wishing for things to go better as yet..
Whence the world works out everything for me..
The world is but at it's end.
Tuesday, February 06, 2007 @ 1:40 PM
The mysteries of the esoteric circle encompasses not only the human's physical attributes but also that of the mind, soul as well as the non-exhaustive cycle of life, change and bits of History.
It's an unending equilibrium of right and wrong, the infinitum of time.
Never wavers, constantly moving.
This complexity I believe also holds the answer of light and darkness much as the ironies witheld in the most bitter of souls.
Man yearn for change yet knowing that change has already set upon him even as he sits upon his problem.
The world rotates.
It's speed is certain.
Every drop of rain or snowflake seems like an anomaly of the world's pristine weather.
What goes around simply does come around, resulting in a cycle termed as the "Butterfly Effect".
The boundaries of the heavens cross the impending skies, soar across the galaxies and the great unknown.
The black hole knows no limit..
Vacuum encases the void..
Silence, the only sound.
Life at a standstill..
How shalt it be ?
With no motion and have everything frozen..
Shows that life indeed is all but a play.
No real meaning..
The perspective of every person is simply another character to piece in the jigsaw puzzle.
Within my solitude,
My very peace..
Gathers every notion, every action, every dream..
Cast from an iron will,
Wrought from the deeps of Hell,
Blessed by the sanctuaries within Heaven..
No demeanour but to tread on the grey..
The fine line which constitutes nothing..
And nothing as should.
I've started out with nothing in my life.
Unclothed..
Unknowing of what I want.
Uncertain if I'll be a hindrance..
Unsure of my existence.
I've gone a long way out to source and seek..
Anything and everything that makes me me.
Ashes to ashes, dust to dust.
From nothing I was and to nothing I will become.
Mizuki Miyamoto
Thursday, November 09, 2006 @ 11:25 PM
Tis' a day that I got to know someone who has 26 years of flying experience.
Her name is Helga from Germany, flying with British Airways, a very nice lady who happened to come in for a manicure.
Today's a Thursday that really seems like it's a Friday.
Customers flowing in non-stop.
Couldn't really find time to breathe, let alone time to eat.
In all, not a bad day..
Tiring though.
Wednesday, October 04, 2006 @ 12:14 AM
Too cramped with appointments till it's hard to even take a breather.
Was on 2 days MC to recover from a bad bout of Eczema which flared soon after a big hoo-ha within the shop.
Really, life should be simple.
Shouldn't have a need to worry about money every single second.
Need not work like an ox and see no appreciation in the things that you do.
Being a good person is way too tough.
It's a down-trodden road.
A path which shows no promise of anyone lighting it up to make your day.
I wish that I'm an evil person during certain periods.
Such that I'd never be taken for granted..
Never be ignored.
Wednesday, September 13, 2006 @ 12:37 AM
10/09/06:
I did the smallest feet and the biggest feet today.
Size 3 and size 11 respectively.
Man, was it funny.
Had a really difficult customer who wanted me to clean up the cuticles which were already really clean.
Had to detour around Suntec City Mall to get to the bank and food court due to the IMF summit. Security is real tight these days.
Don't think even a fly can escape.
Anyway, I'm getting the hang of my work now.
Trying to learn more so as to earn more bucks.
Been taught some words in Spanish by my customers.
Also, increasing my PR as well as HR skills in marketing myself. = )
Wednesday, August 30, 2006 @ 12:53 PM
Stagnation in the life of every day..
Unseeming of the pace of the city which I dwell in.
Has no root, to no end it grows..
An infinite boredom which certainly shows.
Whence will one come to spice up my life ?
An individual who sparks my desire to want live longer..
An encompassing feeling which resounds around her,
to make me want to have and hold her.
The monotony of the working life which I'm in..
Bounds me to hands and feet
By no fetish do I hold within
Within my line, my character flourish indeed.
Sunday, July 16, 2006 @ 9:13 AM
This frantic world speaks of peace and laughter
None which show signs prevailing
An imaginary sanctum opens between the solitary and mundane
A crossing on the fine line of boredom and happiness
I seek it out with all my heart and all my soul
Believing in it's perfection
A place to ease my soul
This place which holds true to my heart
Has no fear
Only resolution
No doubt
Only certainty
The world today:
Nothing is definite
Only the silence is absolute
It's crumbling into bits and pieces
No one can pick
None can cure
Of cash and cars and all things material
I do not yearn.. Only to want them even more.
Cynical I feel in every situation
My view blocked with nothing but pain
A new day, A greater suffering
Grinds deep in the confines of my cell
Unknown to light and all things pure
Stuck in the proximity
Unable to ascertain truth and prejudice
Rearing it's ugly head of bitterness at the door
Whence will the character holding my fate begin ?
And where doth it end ?
The fluttering of a hundred hearts, The farewell of a thousand nights
Etches into my memory
A living undead